weirdong bata ito!

2008-11-20T11:13:00.000-08:00

hoho. :D today i woke up EARLY! (sort of. x]])
it was freaking lame coz I was like...
"dang.i am so NOT going to type again today."
hohoho. :D of course that is the opposite of what i am really to do.
aaa~ so in case you can't like relate to what i'm saying...
i am informing you that i am enrolled in an academy
i'm getting trained to be a medical transcriptionist for the meantime i'm out of university.
(yeah...i'm out...don't ask. x]])
&& i was like checking my mail && stuff.
&& i realized i AM going to be late...AGAIN.
oh~ of course... i was late the last meeting too! x]]
&& so i don't want that to happen again.

with all the blurry vision and panicky mind. x]]
i closed my eyes and said to myself...
i am so going to ride the taxi.
hahaha. (lame...i know..)
&& so... EARLY morning...i was out of cash already. :D
yeah~ imagine...
considering that i'm a pig! && i eat a lot. -_-
i need to have cash with me all the time. x]]

buh it was good coz i arrived 15 minutes before class.
THE freak part was THE OTHERS were LATE.
&& so... we like... waited for the others!
thus my "being early" was all for nothing. :D

oh~ everything went smooth && i was like... "yes sir.." all the time. && the others were like... :o what? yeah. coz i sort of have some background about the discussion while the others are totally clueless about the stuff. && yeah... of course... the pressure was on me. :o

&& uh... lunch break.
I WAS OUT OF CASH. remember? x]]
so i went to Overtones (where i work part-time as a piano teacher)
&& had my lunch there! x]]
hohohoho. :D i'm such a smart kid! :p
(things i did at overtones for the whole one hour lunchbreak: (1)photocopied a take home material for my pretty student; (2)bought dear ate lea some kitkat; (3)ate lunch. (4)chat with dan [australian guy who turned out to be the father of a great jazz saxophonist who visited overtones last week...who currently lives in the same neighborhood as mine! xp plus other stuff buh it would take the whole blog! :D]. (5)chat with tita Do---something. i forgot,really. xD [who turned out to be dan's lady && is the mum of my batchmate donna]. (6)chat with ate maej.

and after all the (most of the time) chit-chat stuff...
i headed back to the academy && faced the computer for 3 and a half straight hours. ~_~
&& went TYPE.TYPE.TYPE.TYPE.

4:30 pm-- Our grammar teacher arrived.
well,okay... not 4:30...let's say 4:45pm? ^_^
and went blah-ing stuff until 6pm. x]]

anyways, i am NOT sleepy.
really... i mean like. NOT YET.
buh i need to sleep coz it's like 3:34AM.
i have class later at 10 AM.
i might fall asleep. x]]

ja!!

The 3rd Generation Movie,Smiling Pasta,and Kahit isang saglit... (with the special performance of Christine Reyes)

2008-11-15T09:49:00.000-08:00

Okay. So I do watch asian dramas. x]] (i'm asian actually. ~_~)
&& yeahh~ :p
anyways, I'm watching this Tw (Taiwanese...for those who don't know what Tw means. :])drama:
Smiling Pasta (微笑 Pasta)
which is good by the way...
if you like the comedy romantic stuff. x]]

At first I was watching it at crunchyroll... I dunno buh the quality there sucks (which is sort of unusal coz CR usually has good quality) && the subs are LAME && so off timing... so I went to mysoju.(they have good quality! buh buffers slow on my PC). x]]
&& i reached episode 10 already. (17 episodes all in all)
i realized that i dunno the real names of the actors. :p
Anyways, google has the magic powers so i googled it! yay for me! x]]
&& So Nicholas Teo && Cyndi(yep,i spelled it right!) Wang are the lead.
BTW,Cyndi and Christine Reyes look SSSOOO much alike.Cyndi's just fairer than Christine.
&& i Googled Nicholas Teo...(images of course...who by the way looks like Bi Rain)
&& i found this PICTURE of nic with some girl...WHO Happens to be Carmen Soo (oh you know...the one paired with Jericho Rosales in Kahit Isang Saglit)...
&& i found out that Carmen Soo && Nicholas Teo did a movie together.(which is tadadaa~! entitled?The 3rd Generation)
Ohh...i dunno buh the trailer didn't get me hyped or anything of that sort.
Watch it yourself. :p

Lame right? Well,anyways...I tried searching for this movie anyways... x]] && i couldn't find any. -_-; buh i think is okay since i don't really wanna watch it. :p (i'm just curious && feeling random so yeahh~)
&& now that i just voiced out what I found out && how stuff are connected to each other. x]] I ran out of things to say. hohoho. :D Well then,if you read this blog then I guess you discovered it too. plehehe~ ^_^

i'm out of here. :p

TouChing? o.0 [oowwwsss...??]

2008-08-08T06:13:00.000-07:00

Once a lady when having a conversation with her lover, asked:

Lady : Why do you like me..? Why do you love me?

Man : I can't tell the reason.. but I really like you..

Lady : You can't even tell me the reason.. how can you say you like me?

How can you say you love me?

Man : I really don't know the reason, but I can prove that I loveU.

Lady : Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend

can tell her why he loves her but not you!

Man : Ok..ok!!! Emmmmm..

because you are beautiful,

because your voice is sweet,

because you are caring,

because you are loving,

because you are thoughtful,

because of your smile,

because of your every movements.

The lady felt very satisfied with the man's answer..

Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with an accident and went in

comma.

The Guy then placed a

letter by her side, and here is the content:

Darling,

Because of your sweet voice that I love you..

Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love you.

Because of your care and concern that I like you..

Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you.

Because of your smile,

because of your every movements that I love you..

Now can you smile? Now can you move?

No, therefore I cannot love you..

If love needs a reason, like now,

There is no reason for me to love you anymore.

Does love need a reason? NO!

Therefore, I still love you..

haha... lalala~
nagpapaka-"emo" lang aCoh. LOL. XD

FILIPINOS MAKE ME PUKE..

2008-07-23T05:43:00.000-07:00

This is a hate letter coming from a radio talk show host Mr. Art Bell from Nevada .. I don't consider myself as patriotic but please read the reply below in BOLD LETTERS and send this to as many of your

Friends as possible until it reaches him..

Subject: HATE LETTER

This is a very disturbing open E-mail letter to all Filipinos around

The world; specially here in North America !, from a man who has the power

To reach million of people. (he's a radio talk host)

Please read on.......... ....

This is an open letter email by Art Bell, a radio talk show host in Nevada (more info in the email itself). Here is yet another person who has taken advantage of his power and privilege to use hateful words and racial stereotypes that breed further ignorance and intolerance in our society.

Art Bell is a talk radio host who has two shows that he broadcasts from his home in Nevada , that is rebroadcast by 400 stations across the country.

He's written 2 books. He lived in Okinawa , Japan for some years and had a radio program on the English station here. And, though it's hard to believe after reading the following letter from him, he actually has been to the Philippines (he's traveled fairly extensively around the world).

This letter is so degrading, I think it's really important that everybody read this and not attack him, but respond to him in a civilized manner because otherwise his thoughts will be reaffirmed. Understand that not everyone has a viewpoint like we do, and that this is an opinion of someone who hopefully can be changed only by civil actions.

............ ......... ......... .......... ........

Filipinos... ...*make me puke* (Art Bell)

As we've all come to notice, in the past few decades, Filipinos have begun to infest the United States like some sort of disease. Their extensive involvement in the U.S. Armed Forces is proof of the trashy kind of qualities all Filipinos tend to exhibit on a regular basis. You can see this clearly by studying the attitudes and cultural Icons of most Filipino Americans.

Origins of Pinoys/Pinays:

Are they really Asian? Well we've come to accept the fact the Filipinos come from a part of the world known as South East Asia . But the term " Asia " is used in the wrong way. You may notice that contemporary Filipino Americans try very hard to associate ate themselves with groups that we know as Asian. I cannot count the number of times I have seen a ' Third World ' Filipino try to connect themselves to the Chinese or Japanese people. There is no connection and here's why. The Philippines is a Third World country. Nothing respectable has EVER been created by Filipino people during our entire human history. Young Filipino men in America have become obsessed with "import racing". They have an enormously perverted affection for Japanese cars. It's a common phenomenon. In their minds, these Filipinos somehow believe that they are Asian and that it somehow connects them to Japanese people and Japanese cars. They often take credit for the ingenuity of Japanese people and say how it's an "Asian thing". This term..."Asian thing" derived directly from African American slang "blackthang" . "It's a black thang." "It's an Asian thang." You can see the connection. It's even funnier that, in Japan , Filipinos are heavily discriminated against. The only Filipinos that can live successfully in Japan are the Filipino prostitutes. But that's the case for most Filipino people no matter where they live in the world. Now we've come down to this fact...and it is a fact.

Nothing in Filipino Culture can be seen as Asian. They have no architectural, artistic, or cultural influence which is in ANY way, Asian. Thinking of the great countries in Asia such as Japan , Korea , and China there is no way you can possibly connect the Philippine Islands. This assault by Filipino Americans to connect themselves with the great peoples of North East Asia is foul and disgusting. Try visiting a young Filipino's web site too. You'll see something called the "Asian IRC Ring". It has to do with the chatrooms. The most horrible thing about this is that these TRASHY people are trying to associate themselves with Asia again!! People in Asia don't act like, this at all. What we are seeing here is the natural Filipino in it's element with full access to technology and this is how they act! You will consistently see this behavior over and over again.

Another interesting thing is that these "third world" people also frequent RC chatrooms such as #Chinese # Japan and #Asian. They must believe that they are some how related racially or culturally to North Asians. But it's completely WRONG! There might have been some distant contact With China and even less with Japan during World War II, butthese people are actually more closely related to African Americans and Mexican Americans.

Do the parents of these young Filipinos know what's going on? Would they accept this? I believe that they would and do. This is the natural "Trash" element in Filipinos manifesting itself. Nothing good has ever come from Philippines and I don't believe anything good ever will.

Recognizing your Roots (A Message to Filipinos)

To all filipino people:

Please recognize your ROOTS! You come from the Third World ! You country is a disgusting and filthy place. Most people there live in poverty! Your culture has MUCH MORE SPANISH influence than chinese, and absolutely no JAPANESE influence whatsoever. People in Japan and China , do not act like you. They do not constantly talk about sex and they have a MUCH HIGHER level of RESPECT for each other. There is NO WAY that you can connect yourself to Asia other than location. Your culture and technological advancement does not even come CLOSE to What Chinese, people have done in the past and what Japanese and Korean people are doing now! Everything you do is distinctly filipino. You cannot take credit for Japanese cars, video games, or Hentai! It's not an "asian thing" it's, an "American thing". You have no concept of culture...no concept of asian ideas or asian philosophy! Can you demonstrate how you use Confucianism or Taoism in you everyday life?? You can't. And you will NEVER be able to. I understand that you are trying to create an identity for yourselves as young people... but it is NOT related to Asia .

Your Identity is Filipino. That's all you are. Just Filipino. Think about what that means....

Sincerely,

Art

I find this funny, he is right in some ways where we, as Filipinos dont actually have an "Identity". I think this is due to the confusion of our mixed races from Hispanic, Chinese, American and Malay origins. I see it in malls, imagine young generations wearing ski caps and ski goggles in a tropical country, baggy low rise pants like that of African Americans living in th e Bronx of New York, not to mention endless whitening products being sold at department stores and drug stores. But his ignorance also blinds him from the other truth. That while we may glorify Anime shows and Japanese Internet gaming, he is not aware that a nameless Filipino may be responsible for some technical aspects of some Japanese software. He is not aware of our contribution to the the society in general .Technological advancements that may have aided post war navigations and landing on the moon. That the antibiotic Erythromycin was discovered by Dr. Abelardo Aguilar from Iloilo creating the brand "Ilosone". Thomas Edison may have discovered the electric light bulb and the fluorescent lighting was thought up by Nikola Tesla. But the fluorescent lamp we use today was invented by Agapito Flores (a Cebuano named Benigno Flores of Bantayan Island , according to the Philippine Daily inquirer), a Filipino scientist. Americans helped then-Philippine leader Ramon Magsaysay to develo p it for worldwide commerce.

That the personal physician of former U.S. Pres. Bill Clinton is Eleanor "Connie" Concepcion Mariano, a Filipina doctor who was the youngest captain in the US Navy. A Filipino writer Jose Rizal could read and write at age 2, and grew up to speak more than 20 languages, including Latin,Greek, German, French and Chinese. Or that a Filipino genius was responsible for the near hiatus in the PENTAGON and White HOuse nearly infiltrating their closely guarded secrets with the "ILOVEYOU" bug. Nuisance maybe, but still one heck of a 'beautiful mind'...not to be underestimated. The list goes on and on, but who cares right? Certainly not Mr. Art Bell...Boy, I'm not surprised. Perhaps Art Bell does not know that although we consider ourselves ASIAN because we are strategically located in the Southeast asian region of which our nearest neighbors are Malays, ASIA does not mean only Chinese and Japanese race of people. Then maybe it is his connotation that "Asia" meant only our economically successful, paler brothers and he considers Malays such as Thais, Malaysians, Indonesians, and ourselves as a " Third World " race. Then it is "his" ignonimity that would make a civilized person of whatever race puke. Imagine literally connecting Chinese, Koreans and Japanese to the Philippine Islands which is archipelagos away from the countries he has mentioned. I also wonder where he got the impression that we aspire to be Japanese(??? ) Hispanics maybe but not the Japanese. But even Hispanics today do not mind sharing their "surnames" to their Asian brothers who they have colonized for 3 centuries.

Another sad reality that although most Filipinos working overseas are domestic helpers and prostitutes, who does he think educates the toddlers of Hong Kong, Singapore, Taiwan and Tokyo? Parents of these countries rarely have time spent with their children, leaving them to their Filipino nannies. And with regards to prostitution. Filipinos are not the only ones working as one. I HARDLY SEE FILIPINOS STARRING IN PORN MOVIES. THERE MIGHT BE A FEW FILIPINOS WE HAVEN'T SEEN , BUT MOST ARE FROM MR. ART BELL'S RACE.

He also mentioned that we have no concept of culture..no concept of asian ideas or asian philosophy. How can we demonstrate Confucianism or Taoism in a Christian nation? IS HE INFORMED THAT THE PHILIPPINES IS THE ONLY PREDOMINANTLY CHRISTIAN/CATHOLIC NATION IN ASIA ?! YOU HAVE TO USE COMMON SENSE IN A LOT OF THINGS SOMETIMES...

We do not need to create an identity for ourselves. We are who we are. Our identity stems from the anonymity we live in this world.. How we contribute silently towards the progress of the world and not just one country. Although the Filipino blood may be tainted with malice, corruption, poverty and prostitution, it is not a perfect race... But so are the others. Maybe Mr. Art Bell needs to think about this. WE MAY NOT BE PERFECT MR. BELL BUT AT LEAST WE STILL HAVE VALUES. FOR ONE THING WE DONT PUT OUR AGING PARENTS IN NURSING HOMES BECAUSE "THEY'RE SIMPLY OLD AND WORTHLESS". WE DONT HAVE AS MUCH NUMBERS OF SINGLE MOTHERS WHO GET PREGNANT IN THEIR VERY EARLY TEENS AND EVENTUALLY BECOME PARASITES OF THE GOVERNMENT FOR YEARS AND YEARS. YES...WE CAME TO YOUR COUNTRY TO WORK, TO EARN DECENT MONEY (HALF OF WHICH BY THE WAY GOES TO TAXES BECAUSE THERE'S SO MANY SOCIAL PARASITES FROM YOUR RACE).AND BY THE WAY, MOST EDUCATED PEOPLE THAT I WORK WITH DONT COME FROM YOUR RACE... THEY'RE ACTUALLY IMMIGRANTS TOO. AND THOSE EDUCATED ONES DO NOT ACT LIKE YOU DO, PERHAPS BECAUSE THEY'VE REALLY BEEN WELL EDUCATED..AFTER ALL THAT'S SAID... WHO IS THE IGNORANT ONCE AGAIN?!

this is a passed on message. i do not know if it is true.
BUT STILL....

mAsquerAde pArty! \(^o^)/

2008-07-18T09:13:00.000-07:00

July 11, 2008.
Benguet State University
College of Nursing Acquaintance Party....

theme: Masquerade ball.

I woke up feeling groggy and sleepy because I haven't slept well for nights now. And we had constant practices the past days that made my body scream for pain. I was, in other words, tired. However, I was still unprepared. My costume was not yet finished, my mask wasn't finished also. And, we also have a class on Friday morning. Thinking about it alone made me sigh... I know it will be a tiring day. I KNOW.

I was almost late. I rushed to take my "bento box" (which is transparent btw. LOL) and tadaa--- guess what i did?! I ate during our first subject!! XD... LLLOOOLLLL...
How LOL is that? o.0

And so... we were dismissed earlier (i think?) than expected. So, my friend hunnie...(LOLs)...[she's the one in orange dane] invited me to come over her place (or i invited myself? ;p). We had a sumptuous lunch meal (We always do everytime we eat at their place) of the best tasting Longanisa ever!!! (lewl,yuu should know what that is..) *sigh, thinking about it makes me hungry! XD LMAO.

I also had the chance of having a lil bit of bonding time with kyutie Shine... :) and ate Labb.. :) [i have no pic of her... she's pretty though. ^^] (kakass~ feeling close ako... uuy... XD)

Anyways,everything was well taken care of when the clock struck 3 PM.
Mask? affirmative.
Skirt? affirmative.
Dress? affirmative.
Shoes? affirmative. (c/o ate Labb)
Costume? affirmative.

LewLs... XD

This is how the mask i made looked like after I finished doing it. (mochiron ne...)

I shaved my eyebrows. LOL (first time! riaru taimu! XD)
And obviously... I DON'T KNOW HOW TO. XD

before:and... after:
(yeah,i've been LMAO that time too!)

Anyways,
Mayan-chan and Ai-chan followed at Les' place.

And the ever pretty ahem, "kikay" ghurl was even shot unknowingly... LOL...(NOT ME! notice Les in the back,obviously checking out her curves...)

We ALMOST arrived late due to the difficulty of getting a taxi... And it was raining a bit. Nevertheless, we arrived at the exact time! ^^, hahass... We went parading on our *ahem* dresses and masks. I had my first camera shot with Clifford. ^^...inside the gym. (LOL yeah, that was inside the gymnasium! XD) The second one however was unknown to Ai-chan/"the catwoman"... LOL...<==She's the one in black over there. Following are random pictures:

Eating Time! kyahaa~ XD

Okay,satisfied with all those *uhrm* green,leafy veggies.. lewls,our mentees/juniors came to find us. LOL. and here's my junior... Karen...(which reminds me... I haven't texted her yet.XD) I plan to have a coffee drink with all my juniors some Saturday this month, when everyone's free. ^^

Post party pictures:

(l-r: me,mimot-chan; donna-san,ryan-kun,me!)

i labb this group! (CCCSN fight-o!)

(l-r:jolenz,me; lieann,me)

And we all went home afterwards... :)
I slept over at Hunnie/Lieann/Leslie's place. ^^ (she's the one with the tastiest Longanisa!)
And before I AM TEMPTED to post Leslie's picture while sleeping...
Here's the babuii/oink... (LOL) i slept with. XD

KAWAII DAYO NE~!! ^^

ja,matta ne minna! :)

`and oh yeah... i broke her (kerryl-chan's)==> tupperware!!! XD

Stuck up!

2008-07-17T01:08:00.001-07:00

Since I'm stuck up in the corners of this humble home.
And I'm angry as...

A-N-G-R-Y.
i decided to post.
hahaha... XD...
way of escape?

well, initially, i wanted to talk to someone. But then, I couldn't talk to anyone, even through the internet since nobody is... UNTIL now, online.

Up until I'm writing this...
I don't have any single idea what the topic is going to be!
and so...

i searched the wonderful world of the amazing computer monitor that I'm facing and moved the mouse and went... "click"
yeah,
pressed a folder sent by aira-chan kawaii.
Who,happened to be a fan of Masuwaka Tsubasa.

I must admit that I am not very familiar with her.
It would be another story again if I will write how I came to know her.

Anyhow,even if I'm not living in Nippon. (i'm filipina! :])
I would just like to share these photos... :)
I love gyaru style!!!! :) it's heart!!!

For those who don't know... Masuwaka Tsubasa is a model and gyaru/himegyaru icon. She's posed for magazines like Popteen and Egg.

KAWAII yo ne~!! :)

she got pregnant though....
so sabi nga ni ai-chan kawaii.. "graduate na xa"...

LOLs...

now,nothing is heard of her.
But I am quite sure that if ever she comes back again... there would still be people/fans who will still support her.

anyway,i just wanted to share gyaru style and "ahem" release the anger in me. LOL.

i
♥
gyaru!