Today was a lesser boring day.
In fact, it was a really really really dramatic day.
I had a "fight" with the queen.
Rather, argument.
And guess what, she won. ^_^
like i care.
The thing is I am so sick and tired of all this *excuse language* crap.
Their crap.
Maybe, God wants to test my faith on Him.
How deep I love Him.
I am an UNORGANIZED person.
Seriously unorganized.
But you know what? I try my best to be at my best at all times.
I befriend my students... I take my time to listen to their personal troubles.
secret's safe with me... i tend to forget things. lol
AND I TRY TO ORGANIZE MYSELF.
For the sake of my students.
It is but proper in management that rules are set.
And rules are followed.
And that rules ARE NOT CONSTANTLY CHANGED according to the whims and caprices of someone.
I am an educated person.
#amalayer
(lol @ that randomness)
But it's true. I grew up following protocols and I know my rights. I know that my rights are being violated.
And I SPEAK UP. And this is what I get for speaking up.
I am my own. And I speak my mind. For I am my own.
I don't just randomly get another person to answer for my assignments and researches
BECAUSE I HAVE A BRAIN AND I THINK.
I do work honestly and do my best to think for the improvement of the students.
My students may not really feel it but I do love them from the bottom of my heart.
I can't really show it since there's a teacher "rule" that you can be friends with students but NOT too much because over familiarity will be a really big problem.
Trust me, it is a big problem. Been there.
Students still need to see you as an authority figure. Someone they respect but also someone they confide their life and their stories to you. Why do you need to know their life?? So that we can find ways how we can help! And that's what teachers do. They teach not only what students need to know, but what and how life really is.
I'm not going to make things flowery for you. Life sucks. It does. And I'm experiencing it now. But I thank God he is always there for me. I know that my Lord God is a just God. And all things shall be held accounted for; because vengeance is the Lords.
I then remembered how former President Marcos fell; it was because of Imelda Marcos.
The first lady had a hunger for pride, money, and all those SHOES. lol
And though, he might have been aware of what was happening (corruption) he denied the truth because he loved his dear wife so much. He tried to cover up for it, but in the end the stinky smell of how ugly the truth is really ends up being exposed to everyone...
I just smelled my brother's fart. Seriously.
So, today, with all those drama going on inside me (at least i know i wasn't alone... my colleagues were very comforting and gave me encouragement. I just love them all! Aside from my students, they are the reason why I stick up with what I have to deal with everyday stress caused by work.) I decided to sing my heart out (I quote teacher Louise. lol) in a Noraebang/Karaoke/Singing Room. I guess our tandem was a good one since we had a lot of 100% score and that meant plus minutes for our singing time... plus free minute singing time. It was a little expensive that your usual NB but whatever I was just happy to sing my blues away and that it was a wholesome place. No beer. No smokes. No weird stuff going on... Just pure singing because you want to sing.
The kids had Art Club today by the way. I had fun getting my hands dirty and all that stuff. :p
After the singing, we went to SM and watched Abbie's (my sister) favorite saga. Yep, you guessed it right! It's TWILIGHT'S BREAKING DAWN. Breaking down yo. lol
And honestly, I have never been a big fan of the vampire stuff since I think Edward's gay since he wears glitters under the sun. lol But not really. :D
I didn't like sappy love stories all coated in sugar and telling you that fantasy is way better than reality. Does someone really need to tell you again that FANTASY is BETTER than REALITY?? In a dramatic-romantic way? Like seriously? Are you gonna make me feel more sad? lol
Funny thing is I came across a long time friend whom I haven't seen for quite some time...
Hm, well, my other friend wasn't very comfortable with all of us being together so I decided to sit with my friends who I originally had plans of going out today.
My mom wasn't very happy about us watching the vampire movie though.
Me= the movie was so-so. I didn't really get to understand why people go crazy over it.
Probably because I don't like sappy love stories, OR because I didn't get to see all the movies in between the saga. (I only saw the first one-Twilight, and this one-the ending; Breaking Dawn 2... I wasn't even able to watch the first one whole. lol) OR that it was a fact that I kept sleeping in between those LONG CONVERSATIONS in the movie.
I'd probably want an action-comedy-romance over the sappy ones.
Went home, told my mom about all the drama going on. Still got scolded though. I deserved it but honestly, with all the "scolding" I got, I just felt numb. Nothing you say can make me more broken now. Unless you're some guy I REALLY love and you told me you REALLY don't care about me.
。゜（゜＾ェ＾゜）゜。
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